i'm with my friend Bryn. Her house is looking more like a school building with a manufacturing place attached than it does in real life...but I'm with her and her family here in this building.
Her sister is visiting (not any of the ones I met and I can't tell you what this sister's name should be..but it was her sister, I knew that much) and she has a few kids, a little girl and a little boy.
Paige, my middle, had taken up very closely very quickly with these kids. I had noticed some disturbing features that made me think perhaps I didn't want her around them too much, but ahh I'm selfish and allowed it to continue because it would affect my ability to be with MY friend if I were to need to put some distance between the kids (how selfish but yes I'd probably do this in real life)
I ended up at one point having a conversation with the little girl where she showed some definite disturbing qualities. She was talking about "luring" people into the woods if she were mad at them to beat them up and I can't remember the other phrases she used that I was like "OK total red flag here"
So .....and no this is something I would NOT have done in real life....I march her into the factory type area where everyone is working (stupid dreams getting things all goofy) and I announce loudly that "this is the most disturbing child I've ever met, she's manipulative, and just plain evil"
with the child next to me.
ugh the horror of an adult doing that...but in the dream I'm totally freaked out.
No one looks up from their work, no one cares. She smiles like ..see..I get away with it.
The dream cuts away to where we are going somewhere and I've fallen asleep in the car. I'm laying on the floor of a van....which is strange but then there is a hand touching me....
now my first instinct is to pull away surprised but i let it continue to see if this person is truly bold enough to continue. And it did....I was shocked as the hand found itself...well in my underwear.
I jumped up and yelled something...
it was the little girl's grandpa...and all at once I knew...he'd been doing this to her too
instead of yelling at him though, I kiss him.....odd
Back at Bryn's I come in to see that Mikayla ...my youngest...and Paige..my middle have gone to take a nap with the sister's kids.
I feel bad for what I know about the kids and wonder if the mom knows yet.
Bryn is upset and I want to know what's wrong....but she's sent everyone but me and this sister away.
She's writing two letters. One is to Janel and is quoting a bunch of Psalms. She's angry but I know she isn't angry at Janel..or me...for that matter.
I sit to write some letters too. I'm not angry and not sure why I decide 'oh yeah let's have a letter writing session' but I do. I know I'm going to write two letters. One is to Nicki but I'm not sure who the other is to and I'm not sure of the content of the letter, I can only remember looking down and seeing that I'd written Nicki's address in the middle of the letter...odd again
Bryn...still mad...gives the letters she's written to her sister and commands..yes commands...her to go mail them. the sister kind of laughs at the command but Bryn has stormed away. I watch Bryn walking away wondering what is going on when I hear Paige crying...
Now when paige cries, the whole world knows...
I run into the room to see her tear streaked face all red from the force of the scream...and the little boy in the middle of the room holding his groin and crying.
I knew...
I asked Paige what happened but she just keeps her eye on this boy..she's mad now and everything about her body language says "come near me again and I'll kick you again"
but I knew...
I hold her face in my hands and try not to cry as I say "baby girl, what happened?"
but I know...
the little boy still cries...the force of the kick my girl gave him not only surprised him but may have injured something.
I know the next part of the dream is going to be me leaving but I'm not sure how much is me thinking about what I would have done or what I actually dreamed.
I do know, the boy tried to hurt my little girl....and she wouldn't stand for it...however my heart was broken that I let her be exposed to such a thing.
I won't even go into my confusion over me kissing the grandpa instead of kneeing him in the groin himself.
