the thing you were always supposed to be doing

Ever have that moment where you sit back and you soak in whatever moment it is that you are experiencing and you go "yeah this is where I belong" or even "yeah these are the people I've always needed"?  I've had several of those in at least the past year!  I have found myself surrounded by some amazing groups of friends, in an amazing  job that I would have never known was perfect for me, and with an amazing family that again...would have never guessed that they would all be just exactly what I needed.
I have struggles with all the things I've named but I have several moments where I will smile at the friend I am with and just think to myself "I've needed you all along"  I'm truly blessed to find myself in these places, and surrounded by these people.  At first I found myself with a sense of fear that this would end but as these relationships grew deeper and I was able to trust and be trusted...I found something amazing....LOVE.  Real love, not the word you throw around, but real, true, honest, and good.  If ever I have a day where I just feel worthless...may I remember this feeling that surrounds me!
I hope whoever is reading this can relate to this feeling...and if you can't...start looking at what surrounds you, maybe it's time for a change of scenery so you can find you AH-HA moment of sorts.   I truly recommend it.